Over the past few months I have mentioned in several blog posts how I've been considering ending this blog, and noted some of the reasons. With this post I'm sharing these reasons all in one place.
This blog takes time. It doesn't just happen. Before I retired I sat at a desk all day. I'd email my friend, and most days before I left work I'd have those emails edited into that day's blog post. Now I'm retired, my friend is gone, and I have other things I want to do with my time. Simply put: I don't want to do this any more.
I want to get plenty of sleep. Spend plenty of time at the gym. Projects in the yard and house. De-clutter. My home office still isn't completely set up.
I want to spend time with Ceil, my kids and grandkids, and friends. More time than I'm spending now. Volunteer. Travel, on short trips and long vacations. Plan. Read. Golf. Hike. Serve. This blog is literally sucking up my time, that I should be using for these other things.
Right now all the writing, editing, and posting to this blog cuts into my afternoons and evenings, when there's other things I'd rather be doing. You can tell how some posts aren't as good as others - mostly due to lack of time. Every day in the back of my mind I know I've got to figure out when and what to post. It can be a chore.
I've been blogging for over 20 years. It's helped me develop as a writer, something that's still not easy. It's been a wonderful creative outlet, a place I can post my research on various topics that interest me. This blog serves as a family record, a timeline, a history. For that I am grateful. For sure I have shared way too much personal information. Now I want to do other things.
So many blogs peter out after a year or two - if they make it that long. Some don't make it past the first few posts. I think I've done okay. I've never much publicized my blog. Never been concerned with the amount of traffic it's received. That's because I've used this blog mostly for me, to help me figure out my own thoughts and viewpoints.
Thanks for reading.
